sdryoko ~ To kill the first born's pharoh's son.....I'm creeping death...!

Saturday, Oct. 22, 2005 11:04 p.m.

Hmmm well its Saturday night and i am here at home, just done with my workout yes, i decided i was getting a lil outta shape so i started running and working out again, yesh lots and lots of health-ness... as for anything else its been the same, arguments with Vin back and forth, eerm the constant pressure of my own desire to do more than what i am doint at the present time... and hmm well the whole Vin moving in thing is stressing me out... i didnt think it would be that diffucult to adjust to that, but it seems that it will be more than a simple goal i otherwise thought would be easily accomplished...

I had been wanting to write all the things that have been going on around here, i really need to let it outta my system sometimes i feel.. and well lets see... Theres the whole thing about my so called friends abandoning me pfft! the whole finding out that Vin doesnt want to marry me yet... which by the way i didnt take very well... Yesterday or a couple of weeks ago i would not have had space enough to type all the things that were going through my head... just soooo many things such as questioning him and or his love/devotion to me... bleh i suppose its like a guy thing as my dear friend D said... guys are afraid of commitment and like he said i gotta accept it if i want to be with him... pfft!!

As for the Highschool so called best friends, i am not to speak to them again... or for a very long time... I amd a bit tired i suppose i should go to bed and type s'more tomoroww Yawn-ness.......

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